xx-Joojii-xx

We are alone
In the world of hate and misary
We fight through the night
Holding back our tears of pain
We hold onto our memories
And keep them safe
Never let the darkness taint them.
The sun begins to rise as we can rest finally
Take off our armor
Put down our weapons
Now is the time for us to rest
Our hearts are bleeding
As mine is screaming
Its time to let go of my fears
Time to show you what is inside
Show you the real me
As now your the owner of my key
Open my lock
And set me free
I've kept my heart burried away for so long.
All i could think about is why
Why can't i just die
Wishing this wasnt me
I should have opened up
And let you in from the start
Because hiding it from you just hurt you
And now i'm crying tears of red
I feel the lines across my skin
The skin starting to bleed
Forget who i am just for a second
As i bleed i can see
Why i dont want to be
Cause i dont have you with me
My life is pointless
This world is cruel
The blood doesnt stop running
Theres nothing left but my insecriuty
So please save me
From this world i should have let you see
But its to late and now your hurt
And i cant live with myself
But i know what is worth saveing are all our good memroies
The times we spent
The ice cream place when i showed you the time of your life
But now i'm left in strife
My world is falling apart.
My eyes burn.
To many tears
I've cried for so long
And i am done now
Cause all it will do is cause me pain
I wont forget you but i dont want you
And i hope you find someone else
And i know i will never be with someone else cause its just you and me
Forever cause i live in my memories

I told you i would stay here
My arms wide open
Waiting for you to come back so these tears can stop flowing
Everything crashes around me
The waves of peril close in
And i wish i could just see
The days we once had and the time we spent
I never built up mu courage to tell you the truth
How i really do care
My mouth opens but my words wont come out
And now i look back and relise i lost someone i could have got
These nothing i can do now
But wait until the time thats i see you again
My eyes glazed
My heart races
The blood pumps throught my veins
Wishing i could say the things i ment
But now you have him
And im left alone
Just like i always am
I felt your pain
I helped you through it all
I was there for you
And now you get to watch me fall
Theres so much more to me then you knew
My feelings i hid
I put them away in a box
I locked it with a key and threw it away
But now i struggle for the key cause i want to hand it to you
But you will never see how much you mean to me
The world is turning the days are passing
My eyes begin to grow cold
As i grow old
I think about the times that could have been
Your and me when we could have seen the stars together
We could have been there forever
And i told you nothing could tear us apart
And when i said that i ment it
And i may be on my death bed
And i still think of you
My wings begin to fall apart
My thoughs flash before my eyes
And i wish i could have seen your face
On the day that i told you i loved you

i guess i my life was a mistake from the start
i guess loveing you wasnt so far
it wasnt so far from heaven
because i fell so long
the heat ache
the day break
i dont wanna even breath anymore
walking in hell it burns me so
i cant understand
the promises
the kisses
the broken hearts
the fight
the long nights
did it all mean nothing to you?

once apon a tme there was a knight
he found a his love
he pulled her out from the thorns
he bled all his blood
he died a happy man
just for the fact he was able to touch her
he was able to kiss her
maybe in another day he would have been able to save himself
all his cuts stop bleeding as his last drops of blood are gone
did he die in vein?
could her kiss wake him from his sleep
would her lips even touch him agian
or did she fall away from him
did their love ever begin
was is all a sham
did anything ever really perspire
did his stories lul her to sleep
or was it just her dreams of him as a toy
did he understand what she ment
did she ever see his eyes
was there anything left for him to die
i guess not
but maybe its time he killed his insides

My dearest heartache
i will always love you
my heart is as cold as ice
you come around and warm me up with that fire in your eyes.
theres nothing better then you.
theres never going to be the same old morning dew.
not when i'm without you. never the daybreak will day.
my cell phone will ring.
i wake up to a voice so beautiful it makes me want to sing.
i grumble and mubmle.
i'm tierd as hell.
but i want you to know i'd walk in hell.
All for the heart ache

                      Pale eyes, a blank expression,
      wander through clouds of indescribable dreams.
                    Cold mist air, surrounded isolation
                          flaws my occupied mind
                         with either hate or death.
               Something certain will be for always;
                change in time forbids movement.
                   Fearing I understands myself;
                 help me open up, just a little more.
                   Hold me close and don't let go;
                      I'm so scared to be alone.
                I've been by myself for too long,
                  And always had to be strong.
                      Now I only want to rest;
                 And lay my head on your chest.
                 Hold me close and don't let go;
                 These wars I fight no one knows.
                 Now whisper how you love me,
                      Say it tender and softly.
                I am weary and soon will sleep,
              But with you no longer will I weep.
              So hold me close and don't let go,
                For I never want to be alone.